New goal

I finally knew about his plans and how just unaligned we are.

I wish I could turn back time to salvage all of these time we have wasted.

But of course, I couldn't.

How different are we until now... We are probably a miracle to be able to stand till now.

I am upset by what he told me. But I'm also glad now I finally knew. And that I was right to feel unwanted all along.

Never was there a single moment he wanted to marry me anytime earlier because he couldn't wait to be with me.

It did break my heart. I won't look forward to the day he asks for my hand because he was never intending to.

I will just look forward to May.

For now, I can finally fill the void with a new goal.

I'm going to lose weight and turn into belle and find my prince charming.

End of March - 55kg
End of April - 53kg

April - start of dance course at Kulture Studio